Pecking order

I watched the first couple seasons of a TV show called “The Middle”; in the one episode, the mom had the common discussion with her kids about the pecking order. She said that she is the mom, the parent and therefore she is on top; they are the children and are therefore below her. This […]

Learned Desperation

I have been reading a book called ‘A Praying Life’ by Paul E Miller. It is all about how to incorporate prayer into our daily lives; how to prayer more; Biblical prayer etc. It is really interesting and I have been learning a lot. He speaks of the fact that the more anxious, over whelmed, […]

Still waters

Still waters run deep. This is not usually an expression used to describe me. It is almost the exact opposite of what I am. My mind runs at about 100 thoughts a minute. Even when life appears together; my mind is probably all over the place. I think of all the possible outcomes and even […]

Chaos

That one word sums up my life right now. Every day I wake up expecting things to go the way I have planned and every day I am surprised when things fall apart. I am slowly starting to realise that my life is chaos. Very very slowing coming to realise. I have two children under […]